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rib cage

one. her ribs are a cage holding her heart captive keeping it locked away for god knows how long
no matter how much or hard she tries she can never release it …never give it away
two. her ribs are a cage restricting her lungs from gathering enough oxygen to say three simple words
she can’t stay like this deprived of oxygen a white noise rings in her ears and she fades into darkness
three. her ribs are a cage echoing the lonely cries of her isolated heart & all the words

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four letters.dear hickory,
do you think that just maybe i could be you for a day or two? all i want is to be free, please just let me free. i cannot take this heart any more. it breaks too often, it's broken beyond repair and i am nothing close to a mechanic. i can not keep pretending that i am or hope that i ev er will be.
please please please just let me be you for a day.
dear zeke,
you and i are too much alike, and i really
hate that it's that way. i just wish
tha four letters.
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i don't want your hearti want to let go, but just don't know how to.
that tug in my heartstrings' still scream ing your name.
it may scream but it has the wrong melody.
you and i never
were anything more than a harsh cacophony.
and yet you allow your heartstrings to scream aloud, i want to know why?
i can't stop feeling,
i can't stop thinking, i can
not stop loving you.
you're loving something that is worthless and that'll never love you back.
your heart is what the
stars are made of i don't want your heart
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from the sailor to the seasea, just to let you know, i'm sorry. i'm sorry for feeding you the same false hopes and dreams that i fed myself. i'm sorry that i let myself see you as something that wasn't meant to be, that i was swept away in an infatuation. i'm sorry that i was always looking to make you happy; especially since you rarely returned the favour. i'm sorry that i'm giving up, that i was wrong about our bond and how much i could really live with and myself i could sacrifice.

i'm sorry that you don't know who i am and that you're living based on assumptions that i'm like the rest, sorry for the fact that you're wrong about me and you from the sailor to the sea
by ~blue-pixies

know...there is a little girl that lives down the street, they call her tracy (i think).
she's made of half-hearted smiles and tissue paper skin, and nobody knows why. all the neighbours see her around, but nobody stops to ask if she's okay.
there is a little boy that lives next door to me, his name is arnold (artie for short). he's made of cheeky grins, torn and broken skin, and nobody can withstand his craziness. all the neighbours lock the doors when he's hangin' around, because they like to aviod him.
there is an elderly lady that lives across the street, &nbs know...
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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 5:05 AM

P L A C E B O

so, the theoretical exams are over *boggie* and whilst i still have the practical to redo i found out that i only need to redo the aspects in which i was unsatisfactory so that gives me some comfort :]

it's the holidays but i don't quiet feel it yet. and i need to get a job :\
and the weather is disgustingly hot, like melt your skin hot, i hate it.

whilst the majority of my female facebook buddies facebook status read
"OMG OMG NEW MOON OMG OMG"
mine reads
PLACEBO PLACEBO PLACEBO PLACEBO tehehehehe CANNOT WAIT
yeah we got the tickets. we're seated because i'm physically tiny and wont survive in the mosh.

i can't wait to hear them sing kings of medicine *swoon*

fellow placebo fans share your favourite songs and favourite portion of the lyrics

i recently feel in love with 'blind' - if i could tear you from the ceilin'

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Mood: Euphoric
Listening to: kings of medicine : P L A C E B O
Reading: i know this much is true
Playing: with your minds

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*ChloroformBoy Nov 7, 2009, 1:00:35 AM

Oh sibellllll, i have ideas for 'challenges' even though i've been slakcing on projectimprove stuff D:

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~blue-pixies Nov 7, 2009, 1:03:09 AM

oooohhhhh note me note me.
and we'll work some stuff out, sorry i didnt reply to the other one yet.
but i'll do some reseach on those holidays and find suitable challenges. just give me two weeks though
;D

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*ChloroformBoy Nov 7, 2009, 1:04:08 AM

ooh i will !
XD
and i have a jewish friend, so i know a bit about hannukah [just not the spelling -_-]

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~blue-pixies Nov 7, 2009, 1:07:29 AM

awesome.
hahaha.
i can do stuff on eid (for muslims)
i just want to be careful not to offend people or give way for offensive pieces to be created ><

and don't worry i cants spells either. haha

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